Depression Story By: Josh Rosenberg

30 year old husband and father of two. Have been suffering from depression for years. It’s hard to wake up in the morning and even harder to go to work. My depression has also affected me as a parent it’s hard to work up the energy to play with my kids. Have tried multiple anti depressants and lifestyle changes and nothing has helped. Also the side effects of the anti depressants were too much to handle. I am currently undergoing tms treatment and only after a few weeks its seems to be helping. My family and friends say I seem like a different person and actually seem happy. I will let you know how it goes.

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